Oh man, it has been a day. To date this day has been one of the hardest days in all of my days as his Mama so far. Where do I even start? Well, our day started like this...
I was sure it was the start to a good day. But it all went downhill from there. I said silent prayers to God to give me the strength to make it through, but still I cried until my heart hurt. When Richard came home from work he held me as I cried, really cried, into his chest. It is so hard to be a stay-at-home-mama some days, but for some reason, it is days like these that gives me the fuel I need to wake up and say "tomorrow will be better". I am determined to get it right. I am determined to learn to be patient and to be a forgiving Mama. All I can hope for is that I will learn from today and hope for tomorrow. I need tomorrow to be better for both of us. I felt the need to share it all out somewhere and already it makes me feel better to write it out and try to make some sense of crazy days like this.
Tomorrow will be better.
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